The last week or so has been one of the hardest in a long time. As I have previously mentioned that my role at work was under review and it has been confirmed that it will be disestablished. I was expecting it to be honest but still hurts and can’t help but take it personally. I have a meeting due where my options will be discussed to possibly find a suitable alternative. I have been signed off for the next few weeks so I can process everything as my anxiety is at an all time high due to the uncertainty. There has been positive in some ways has I got to live one of my dreams and that was seeing the Spice Girls in concert. It was amazing and it was nice to recapture my youth and I was surprised that I managed to remember every word to every song. I even got to dress up and go crazy with body glitter and hair glitter.
Also Liberty is changing day by day and has managed to successfully set up from the lying down position finally! And she rewarded me this week by saying mamma properly for the first time! This was at the perfect timing. Dave had a good Father’s Day which makes me happy and had a lovely meal with my family.
I need to try and remain positive and not let the work situation affect me but it’s hard! I’m just struggling to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I have a wedding of two of my close friends this Friday which will be a good distraction and we have plans to see family over the weekend! I have also joined the gym so I can get back into my fitness as it really did help last time. First Spin class booked for Tuesday!