Poorly Husband in Hospital #SingleParenting

This is what made everything about Covid 19 feel so real to me! This picture is of me wearing PPE to visit my poorly husband who has appendicitis and was in hospital! People feel that this is over the top but I have the ability to be out and about and around people so the … Continue reading Poorly Husband in Hospital #SingleParenting

My Bare Truth about how I currently feel

My bare truth! I’m literally sat here alone in the dark thinking about everything feeling a mixture of anxiety and frustration and feeling a little bit lost! After trying to be optimistic over the last few weeks the realisation is really hitting home about how bad this actually is ! I go to work each … Continue reading My Bare Truth about how I currently feel

Adding colour as the whole world is grey!

Yet another surreal day! Such lovely blue sky’s which hides all the darkness in the world! I had a great day of normality yesterday with Liberty as we managed to go to Little Gym for her class and Birchfield farm to feed the lambs but both have now had to close! 😩 I’m trying so … Continue reading Adding colour as the whole world is grey!

How do you stop all of this affecting your mental health?! #Coronavirus

The days are continuing to become darker as the coronavirus crisis seems to be getting progressively worse as the days go by! I literally want to stop the world and get off! Not been able to get basic essentials when shopping like I mentioned before, Restricted access to coffee shops along with restaurants and bars … Continue reading How do you stop all of this affecting your mental health?! #Coronavirus

First case of Coronavirus confirmed in my home town 😩<strong

My gorgeous daughter all dressed up for her Auntie’s birthday celebrations! She is the light in the dark especially with all this Coronavirus drama going round and the first confirmed case in Harrogate! https://www.google.co.uk/amp/s/www.harrogateadvertiser.co.uk/health/first-case-coronavirus-confirmed-harrogate-district-hospital-2451311%3famp I look at her and it does scare me! She is so Innocent and completely oblivious to what is happening in … Continue reading First case of Coronavirus confirmed in my home town 😩<strong

Be Kind!

After hearing what happened to Caroline yesterday, it really hit home as having dealt with my own mental health issues, I have been in some dark places! I’m gutted that she felt that there was no other way and can’t even imagine what her last thoughts were. Having personally dealt with suicide with one of … Continue reading Be Kind!

Self Development = CAREER CHANGE

Day 4 of #GirlAboutOctober on Instagram and its about development! What this means to me is that I actually need to start doing this especially during this different stage of my life! I need to believe in myself that I can achieve anything I want and keep telling myself that I can do it instead … Continue reading Self Development = CAREER CHANGE

Hello September! The Bittersweet Month

Sorry for the long post. It’s now September and it’s a bittersweet month for me. This month marks one of the greatest milestones of all time! My baby girl turns one!!! No one is more shocked than I am that I have managed to keep a little person alive for 1 whole year! On her … Continue reading Hello September! The Bittersweet Month

Happy Maternal Mental Health Awareness Week 2019 🤰🏻➡️👶🏻

It’s Maternal Mental Health Awareness Week! Maternal Mental Health disorders include a range of disorders including depression, anxiety, and psychosis and can occur within pregnancy or the postpartum period (together often referred to as the perinatal period).  When left untreated, these disorders can cause devastating consequences for the mother, her baby, her family and society. … Continue reading Happy Maternal Mental Health Awareness Week 2019 🤰🏻➡️👶🏻