MUM GUILT IS REAL 😩

Feeling really anxiety at the moment with mum guilt! I know I have to work but I miss her more than ever! Before while I was off she still had all of her childcare arrangements in place for 4 days a week to ensure she still had her routine and so I could get used…

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NEW JOB ALERT

**NEW CHAPTER** great start to the day as my beautiful daughter decided to sleep until 6:30am after 8 weeks of disrupted sleep as then also today I started my new job after a career change and redundancy and I’m so excited to say that I’m the new Patient Systems Support at Harrogate Hospital! Finally got…

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Be Kind!

After hearing what happened to Caroline yesterday, it really hit home as having dealt with my own mental health issues, I have been in some dark places! I’m gutted that she felt that there was no other way and can’t even imagine what her last thoughts were. Having personally dealt with suicide with one of…

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My Valentine ♥️

Happy Valentine’s Day! Any excuse to dress up Liberty! ♥️ Liberty managed to sleep through from 6:30 to 4am so it’s getting better! 🙌🏻 We don’t normally celebrate but I love an excuse to buy cards and even Dave got in on the action and got me a card from Liberty! ♥️ traded my usual…

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#OnwardsAndUpwards

Following on from a very stressful day on Friday, today things are finally looking up! The boiler has been fitted and actually heating the house and water after one of the coldest weekends ever! Just need to sort the top floor radiators but manageable! Was living my best life earlier by having a hit bubble…

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Life… #currentstatus

It’s been a struggle recently as identified from therapy today, I have been getting frustrated with boredom! As much as I love being a lady of leisure I literally Can’t wait to start my new job! Fingers crossed it works out as currently having to wait for health clearance due to being off for 4…

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Finally my baby can WALK!!

Since last Friday she has got more and more confident and now can walk down the street without a fall! So proud of her! It’s been rough and a constant worry since hurting her hand and delaying her development, I was worried especially if it got to 18 months and still couldn’t, she would have…

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Good night Pennie 💔

Said goodbye to one of the strongest women I have ever had the pleasure to know! My boss at the NHS, Pennie who I had know for 6 year was so determined and dedicated to ensuring that she stood up for what she believed in! We would often clash professionally but personally she had the…

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Happy 1️⃣4️⃣ months

to this absolute babe! I love you more and more each day and love watching you grow into a little person! You have been a little sleep thief over the last month and literally making mummy run on red bull but I wouldn’t have it any other way! Love this picture of you and daddy!…

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Happy Halloween 🎃

Happy Halloween from my gorgeous baby girl! Shame that due to her being poorly she is unable to go to nursery and wear her outfit but at least we’ve got a suitable replacement for her to wear at home! 🎃👻🐱

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Liberty’s First Shoes ✅

Today we hit another milestone! Liberty got her first shoes! I know that she is only crawling and it’s not essential but felt like the right time! Obviously had to go to Clark’s for the first ones and document it! Had to match mummy’s obsession with shoes, we bought 3 pairs of the same style…

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Reflection on my 34th Year

While currently sat in the bath with a glass of champagne waiting for Love Island to start on the TV in the wall of the bathroom (Rockcliffe Hall birthday break – Thanks Dave ♥️) I thought I would write my brief annual reflection post the day before my birthday and what a year my 34th…

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Finally I can drive! 🚗

Yesterday was up there with one of the greatest days! I passed my driving test and then bought a car (hello Matilda) I have been dreaming of this day for years due to all the issues with my health I haven’t really been able to drive but yesterday I was given the opportunity to do…

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